Tuesday, February 28
Hung out with sister Carol during my break & grabbed lunch. We went to IHOP cause they were serving free stacks! (: Stupid old cunt Asian lady hostess tho.. RUDE. Good day over all! ♥
Wednesday, February 29
After class, met up with Kenny at the SRC to work out. Went to get boba and lunch at something Llama (lol I forgot the name) for my first time trying carne asada fries! Went back to Bounce and got Therese some boba before we payed her a visit at UCLA ♥ After that, we headed back to school for PCN practice. Gah, the dances are so fun but my body is dead.. Literally hurts to move. Practice ended at 10 and I ended my night with a much needed phone call with sister! (:

Thursday, March 1
Sister crashed my photo class with me! Now she knows just how stupid, boring, pointless etc. that shit is.. After class, I took photos of her for my photo project, which was a success. I got most of what I needed, I just need that “magic hour” shot now. After that, we went to Mimi’s Cafe for lunch (: She dropped me back off at school and I headed home. Watched my shows then took a quick nap before sister came over again so I could get the “magic hour” shot, which was a fail. Helped her take photos for her art hw then headed to Jessca’s work to pick her up. Went back to my house and talked/caught up before Carol had to leave. Then Jessca left ): Now, I have to do hw cause I’m going to Disneyland tomorrow and I dont think I’ll have time to do all the shit I have to do this weekend. Yay.

10:16 pm  •  1 March 2012

FUCK, I lagged it big time. Been either too lazy or too busy to post so here we go.. I’m actually lazy right now but I want this done before March. Bullet points will do.

Tuesday, February 14
- Photo got cancelled.
- Hung out with Carol during my long break.
- We worked out then ate at The Habit (:

Wednesday, February 15
- I think Kenny and I worked out? Yeah, that sounds right lol.
- Missed PCN practice cause of homework and the weather was gay.

Thursday, February 16
- Regular classes
- Hung out with Brandon and Ricky after school at Burbank
- We watched Safe House, shopped, and caught up ♥

Friday, February 17
- Nothing?

Saturday, February 18
- Went over to Jessca’s then we went to Therese’s
- Got Boba
- We caught up, laughed, the usual.
- Therese made yummy cookies, again haha

Sunday, February 19
- Church
- Went shopping with Ma at Target, Michael’s, and Nordstrom Rack
- Got lots of shit haha

Monday, February 20
- Worked out with Kenny after classes
- Met up with Cathy after she got out of work & worked out a bit
- Went to The Habit for lunch, mm (:

Tuesday, February 21
- Met up with Carol and Cathy during my break
- We got boba!
- Took forever to figure out what to eat for lunch..
- Finally decided on Lum Ka Naad and we got curry (:
- Went to the dentist to get my shit tightened..

Wednesday, February 22
- Kenny picked my up after class
- Got boba and McDo cause that was the only thing I could chew..
- Went to Yana’s
- Went to the library to do hw with Kenny
- Then went to PCN practice til 10 
- Took Josh home

Thursday, February 23
- Bum

Friday, February 24
- Bum

Saturday, February 25
- Kenny picked my up to take me out for dinner
- Went to Castle, it was packed
- Went to the KBBQ place across the street.
- Ate all the egg haha
- Went to Half & Half
- Couldn’t figure out where to go, went to Griffith Park Observatory
- Shit was closed, haha
- Went to Reseda Point for like a minute, lol

Sunday, February 26
- Church
- Pinkberry run with Ma and Pops
- Hw

Monday, February 27
- It hailed
- Hw then nap, the usual.

11:14 pm  •  27 February 2012

I haven’t updated this thing in a while, haha. I’ve been going up and down lately but I’m getting better! A big thank you to my amazing, supportive, caring best friends ♥ I won’t really go into much detail in these posts because there’s too much & I don’t really remember them all lol.

Friday, February 3
I hung out with Jessca and Therese. We all went to Therese’s house for dinner & caught up on everything. I also got Bounce for the first time this day, num (: I went home around 1am and dropped Jessca off at her house on the way.

Saturday, February 4
I went to Disneyland with Therese, Kendall, and Kenny for Kendall’s birthday (: Kenny picked me up and we went to Therese’s house. Then, we went to pick up Kendall at her house before heading to UCLA so Therese could get her phone charger. From there, we headed to Disney but stopped by Starbucks on the way. I was blocked out today so I had to get a blocked out day ticket. We left Disneyland around 7? and went to Half & Half and Daikokuya for dinner. After, we went to Daniel’s apartment for a little bit then Therese dropped me off at home.

Sunday, February 5
I don’t remember. I think I just bummed it out all day and did hw.

Monday, February 6
Went to classes as usual & ran errands with Kenny before we worked out at the SRC. After, we had dinner at Lum Ka Naad. Mm, curry… num (:

Tuesday, February 7
Classes, bleh. Had a break from 12-2 & met up with Brandon at the library.

Wednesday, February 8
After classes, I went home to eat, nap, and do hw. Then, I headed to Josh’s apartment to pick him up for PCN practice. He didn’t stay cause he was sick though :/ Practice was fun but boring cause I’m not close to the people there, bleh.

Thursday, February 9
Nada. Was supposed to hang with bfflz Ricky but he had to reschedule :/

Friday, February 10 
Picked up Brian from the NoHo station around 2 something so I could shoot him around that area for my photo project. We got a light dinner at Pitfire because we were waiting for the sunset to shoot the rest of the shots. Went to the roof of a parking lot across the street to finish up. Dropped him back off at the station around 6 and went home. Jessca came over an hour later and we at the Chipotle my parents brought home. Made last minute plans with Carol to watch The Vow and picked her up before heading to Burbank. Burbank was redic.. The parking, the lines, meh! So we got Pinkberry and walked to the other theater that’s across from In N Out. Ghetto ass theater but we were desperate. Lol, we didn’t even get to eat dinner but good thing I brought snacks. Movie ended around 12 then Jessca dropped me and Carol off. I love GNOs.

Saturday, February 11
Bummed the fuck out of my day. Watched shit on Netflix and did nada. Atleast I don’t remember doing anything. Good talk with Patrick this night though.

Sunday, February 12
Went to church at 11 and had lunch with my parents at Zankou chicken after. Mom bought me a hazelnut frap from Coffee Bean.. it was good but Starbucks all the way. My parents are the best ♥ My dad gave me a mini pep talk in the car. He told me he was proud of me for being strong and to continue being strong. They’re really showing me that they care and I’m not used to it but it makes me feel really loved. After, they took me home cause I didn’t want to go get foot massages with them lol. Ew, I hate feet.. Even if I’d be the one getting the foot massage, just ew. Did hw and watched the Grammy’s with the fam.

Monday, February 13
A special day. It’s still our day. - Went to classes and went home. Got my daily dose of Jamba too. I’m gnna nap now before I have to do all my hw.

2:52 pm  •  13 February 2012

Just a heads up, this week has been the worst..

Monday, Jan 30
Typical day at school. Ran into Justin & Ricky on my way to my 2nd class. Justin asked me to eat lunch with him after class, so I did. We bumped into Josh as were about to get food so he came along. I stayed at school til around 2. When I got home, I had lots of homework to do but I was tired so I napped a bit. I did my homework then started my art piece at around 9pm so I didn’t get to sleep that night :/

Tuesday, Jan 31
Made it to my first class, figure drawing, right when the teacher called my name for roll. We turned in our self portraits then our very first model arrived. He looked like a fucking hairy bird & I was sick to my tummy cause I really didn’t want to see him naked.. ugh. When he dropped his robe, I couldn’t stop laughing so I hid behind my drawing board. His dick was in my face, shit. After that, I headed to my photo class then I found out it was cancelled so I met up with Brandon. We went to eat lunch at the Pube (hah) and then Cathy came a bit later. I was gonna be alone but then Cathy decided to stop trying to crash her one class and just stay with me. We went to get myself registered for the SRC and we decided that we’d workout together every Tues and Thurs. After that, we went to the library and just chilled. Brandon came later and we headed to our 2pm class a bit after. After my math class, I booked it home. I had NO sleep whatsoever the night before so when I got home I ate then napped before watching Glee and doing my hw. Stayed up late again that night cause my Psych hw was impossible. But I finally found the answers online so yay.

Wednesday, Feb 1 - Thursday, Feb 2
Worst day ever. Went to my 3D class, made a cube then went to Psych. Classes went by fast and I went home right away cause I wanted to nap. I was still so exhausted and drained from being so sleep deprived and occupied with hw. Thank God I didn’t have hw this night.. I woke up around 4 and went to get Josh before we went to some PCN dance practice that started at 6. Practice was good. The cultural stuff isn’t my thing but once we got to modern I was finally getting into it. It felt good to dance again. I left practice a bit after 10, took Josh home, and got home a bit before 11. Ate a really late dinner, showered, and got into a small argument with Patrick.. It was 1 am and I was just about ready to fall asleep until he called and now I’m broken. Hung up around 3 something.. Didn’t sleep at all & I was supposed to be up at 6:30 to get ready for school. So I told my parents I didn’t feel well and they let me skip. They thought I was just tired from this whole week cause they knew I haven’t been able to sleep well and that the practice last night made it worse. Wrong. Stayed up, couldn’t get myself to fall asleep for a while. Eventually I did and woke up around 12. Immediately called Jessca cause I was literally a wreck. She offered to come over, which was exactly what I needed. Made myself some lunch, but I couldn’t get myself to eat it.. She finally came over a little before 2. She couldn’t stay long cause she had to go to work but she offered to come back after. So after she left, I just watched shows to get my mind off things. Hardly ate all day. When I finally got myself to get up and eat, I broke down again. It didn’t help that I was home alone either.. Plans changed, so I got ready and left to go to her house. I got there around 8 something & we just talked, ate, and caught up on PLL (well, she did haha). I left around 11:30 and got home at 12. Yup, & here I am now. So tired but I can’t fall asleep. I wish I could just stop thinking.. It’s not easy to stand strong when you’ve been broken to the ground.

12:56 am  •  3 February 2012

Friday, Jan 27
Patrick was supposed to come over but he didn’t so I spent most of this day sleeping and eating. This past week totally drained the shit out of me.. All I remember doing was waking up, eating, watching shows, doing some homework (since I had lots to do this weekend), napping til 8 pm, and then eating more. Yeah.

Saturday, Jan 28
Patrick came over! I picked him up around 12:30 and headed straight to Ikea for lunch. I got yummy meatballs with mashed potatoes and love got chicken strip with fries. The food is so cheap there, I love it! After eating I went looking around for cheap frames so I can finally hang my art around my room, but I found none.. All the frames were to expensive & I was planning on getting a few of them. Instead I ended up buying a new white furry rug, a glass vase (for my make-up brushes), one of those make-up mirrors, a black frame with black & white flower prints, and 3 of those ikea Swedish chocolate bars. All for $30, yay (: After Ikea, we headed to the empire center to go to Ulta. I bought a few of the things that were on my list but most of the things I wanted weren’t in stock ): After Ulta, we went to Target to get one more thing and some Starbucks then headed home. We got home a few minutes before 6 & ate dinner my mom made before watching Jersey Shore. We cuddled, watched some other shows, and started watching Straw Dogs (which we’ll together finish next week end). He left around 11, I worked on some homework, & fell asleep around 3. It’s always fun hanging out with Patrick, no matter what we do. I spend about 4 hours shopping & he was there to hold my things and help me find everything I needed haha. He’s the best! ♥

Sunday, Jan 29
Woke up around 10 to get ready for church at 11. I tried the primer I bought yesterday & it didn’t work for me at all. Actually, it made my face itch a bit so I’m definitely going to return that shit.. After church, we went to Sanams for lunch & the service took for fucking ever. That’s why I always get Sanams togo. After lunch, I went to Staples to buy something I need for my 3D class. Went home real quick to get my list, then went to Home Depot to buy some more things. Finally, I went to Rite Aid to see if they had the things I wanted from Ulta and they did! I’ve been looking for them for so long.. I decided to just stock up on them haha. I also bought Thrifty ice cream (2 for $5!), yum! Oh and good thing I didn’t buy the eco tools brushes from Ulta (I love their brushes, their quality is so nice), I found the same brushes at rite aid fo MUCH cheaper & for “buy one get one free.” But yeah, my mom talked me out of buying brushes since I already have a lot.. Now I’m home watching The Office & I’m about to continue workig on my math hw. Woop.

4:47 pm  •  29 January 2012

School started this week so I’ve been way too busy to do my daily posts ): It was barely my first week and already I had work to do.. what is this! I’m taking 3 art classes (3D, figure drawing, and photo), psychology, & math 131 (which is like the history of math). In total, I’m taking 15 units (which is the fucking max allowed at CSUN) so I’ll be swamped and maybe even too busy to blog every day. I have school Mon-Thurs & I’m thinking that I’ll just start writing a blog every Thursday about my whole week at school. Yeah? Yeah. So here it goes..

Monday, Jan 23
First day of school! It was pretty chill but it was raining so I was definitely not in the mood to be out of the house. I had to wake up at 6:30 in the morning & it was seriously so hard -__- I have friggin 8 am classes everyday! Anyways, I had 3D then Psychology. I like those classes, the teachers are both chill. After Psych, I went to the library cause that’s where Patrick was waiting for me. Yay! He finally visited! I wish we went to school together tho ): By the time we met up, it had stopped raining so we went the bookstore to get Panda for lunch. Some random dude came up to us and tried to get us to donate to his journalism club.. We didn’t know how to say no so we just gave him fake addresses and phone numbers to send shit to. After that, we went to the financial aid office cause I had to talk to them & then we went home! It felt so good being with him again, cuddling and all that (: We took a little 15 minute nap until my dad called to pick him up from the train station. When we got back home, we just pigged out til he had to leave at around 6:30. I was sad ): Annnnd I honestly forgot what else I did after, so yeah.

Tuesday, Jan 24
Was fucking 10 mins late to class cause of the fucking traffic on Sepulveda, as always -_- It was my figure drawing class and I already had the teacher before so she was chill with me. We only stayed in class for 30 minutes out of the original 3 hour class time just to go over the supply list/syllabus. FUCKING WASTE OF TIME. So I had to find a way to occupy myself from 8:45 til 11, which was when my next class was. Ugh, I didn’t bring any books, my laptop, my ipod, nothing! And no one I knew was free on campus so I tried talking to financial aid again, then got my unofficial transcript for a scholarship I’m applying for (3.8 GPA yo!), then I don’t know how it happened but I ended up talking to my financial aid counselor LOL. All that, and it still wasn’t 10 yet so I spent the rest of my time sitting and scrolling through facebook -_- Then Brandon called to meet up so we did and bumped into Mario and Carina. I left a few minutes later cause I still had to find my classroom but I ended up finding right away so I waited outside for 30 minutes.. After class, I called Justin to meet up but he was already waiting for me outside my class (: We went to grab lunch and Brandon met up with us. Saw the new rec center & omg I cannot wait to go, it’s so beautiful (from what I saw on the outside). Then they walked me to class & I still managed to be 30 minutes early again so I had to wait outside. Moved classrooms to a computer lab, met new people, then class was over. Thank God that class meets only once a week, shit. After class, I booked it home. Had a headache so I ate and napped til 6. Fuck it.

Wednesday, Jan 25
Had my 3D class then psych right after. I don’t remember what happened after.. I think I just went home? Then I had to wait for my dad to bring home my lunch. It was hell ): Then I just caught up on Switched at Birth and PLL while I munched on my salad til 4 then napped til 6. Did my art.. which took fucking forever as usual. It wasn’t even a large project, I just take forever cause I want everything to be fucking perfect and neat and shit…

Thursday, Jan 26
Figure drawing class then photo right after. Wasn’t feeling it. Nope. I just wanted to go home cause I was so sleepy and my head was hurting again. I ended class at 12:15 then headed to Jessca’s to meet up with Carol before we had to go art supply shopping. It took forever trying to get out of campus, gosh. I felt so drained, it wasn’t even funny. Lack of sleep and food = poor anemic me. Finally Carol & I left before Jessca had to go to work. We both drove & I followed her since I had no idea how to get there. Following someone by car is so hard, no joke. I had to kinda tailgate her sometimes so that no bitchass cunt would cut me. One lady tried to cut me cause she was in the bike lane… so I sped up. It was funny haha. Anyways, got to the store and got everything we needed. Carol laid down $250 just today! I only bought $30 worth, thank God. But I remember last semester when I had to spend as much as she did or even more! Don’t worry sister, if you’re reading this, it just means you’ll have to pay less next semester! (: Finally finished and got home around 3 something. I hadn’t eaten yet and I was so close to passing out cause it was so hot.. My dad took me to get McDonald’s right when I got home and my tummy was happy (: Then I napped again til like 7.. Cause I gots no school tomorrow bitches! Um yeah anyways, when I woke up I ate dinner, made some elote, watched American Idol, and painted my nails. Now I’m skyping with my lovie but he’s frustrated with me cause I won’t let him watch tennis (cause then he won’t talk to me) since he hasn’t been talking to me all week! He’s too busy cleaning his room.. Ugh, what a poo face. Okay, bye. Shit this was long.

* I cuss a lot, huh?

1:38 am  •  27 January 2012

These were my last few days of freedom until May & I don’t think I spent them well. All I did was bum around the house.. Actually, what am I saying? I will never get to bum around the house again! School starts tomorrow ):

11:44 pm  •  22 January 2012  •  1 note

Today was a fun/fast/long/sad/happy day for me. It was Carol’s 19th (Happy birthday again, sister!). Today I woke up around 10:30 & ended up picking up Patrick at around 12. We were supposed to get In n Out ourselves but the line was super long. Coincidentally, when we got home, my dad had some In n Out waiting for us! Nom (: After lunch, we did the usual. We caught up on our shows and such. It took us a while just to watch Jersey cause it kept freezing and shit.. We ended getting McDonald’s some time in between there to buy vanilla cones, fries, and sweet tea. When we got back home we just watched 30 Days for a bit before I had to get ready for Carol’s. Actually, I watched 30 Days.. he was napping -_- I started to get ready at 5 because I had to drop him off at the station in time & make it to Carol’s house by 7. I was sad because I felt like we barely really hung out today and it’s the last time we will hang out until I go back to school on Monday ): I miss him so much already. Yeah, we do see each other as much as possible, but it’s never enough :/ After my dad & I dropped him off, my dad took me to Carol’s. He didn’t want me to drive because “it was going to rain.” From Carol’s we went to Eagle Rock to pick up Jessca’s car, so I rode with Jessca to O Dae San. Parking was hell & we didn’t want to do valet so we circled the block til we finally found parking in the residential area. Dinner was sooo good. Idk why, but I just really love that egg thing they give you at KBBQ places.. haha, thank you Jessca for getting me to mix the egg with my rice. It was so bomb :3 After dinner… here’s when the crazy shit went down. Too lazy to explain & I don’t even know how to word it in a way that will show just how fucking traumatizing it really was. Long story short, 3 men in black approached me, Jessca, and Jackie when we were back at our car and Jessca went like 60 to get the fuck away from the creepers. Fuck it was so scary. I must buy pepper spray. Boba Bear was packed so we played Jenga while we waited to be seated. We left around 12 & Jessca took me home (: Overall, it was a very fun day! But I’m sad that I wasn’t able to take any pictures ):

3:01 am  •  21 January 2012

Another day with the love! I picked him up around 12 and we headed straight to Ventura. We were supposed to try a cafe there but we made a wrong turn so instead, we ate at Thai BBQ. We were so hungry, it didn’t even matter anymore lol. I got the yummy chicken curry and he got the phad thai (: After lunch, we went to Crossroad because he wanted to look for some “baggy” pants and shoes. Success! He found some & I think that was the first time in 2 YEARS that I’ve ever seen him shop.. I’ve always been the one who shopped while he followed along and held my things but today it was my turn haha. I also found a really nice pair of wedges for REAL cheap, so I had to buy them. I also bought a pair of earrings. After Crossroads we made a quick stop by the bank then went to AA just to look around. I ended up buying that beautiful watch up there (I’m so in love with it) and a new pair of sunglasses since I broke my favorite pair that I also bought from AA back in high school. Shit, why does AA have to be so fucking expensive though.. 2 items for nearly $90? SHOOT, I hardly ever shop from there but that’ll be the last time! Well, unless my sunglasses break.. They have the best sunglasses lol. After that, we called it a day cause we really didn’t want to spend any more money! We headed home and I realized a shorter way to get to and from Ventura.. Fuck.. All those times we’ve gone there, we were wasting gas and time haha. When we got home Patrick started watching his Miami vs. Lakers game on my laptop. Fuck, I was bored for a good hour doing nothing but bugging him. I finally decided to join him and give him a mani too lol. We ate dinner after the game. I ate my left over curry :3 & he ate his left over phad thai, sinigang with rice, 1 piece of sushi, and some bbq pop chips. Weird appetite, I know.. After dinner, we watched Hangover 2 until he had to go home. Another very very very good day with my love!

2:03 am  •  20 January 2012

I was way too lazy post yesterday (Jan 18), hell, I was too lazy to do anything.. Which explains why I can’t remember what I did.. Lol cause I didn’t do shit.

10:42 pm  •  19 January 2012